listening to:discussions of a group meeting
word of the day:sheer anger

The worst part about feeling something is when you don't know what it is your feeling. Emotions are flowing left, right and center but controlling them, let alone understanding them is impossible. It's the worst turmoil your mind and heart can put your body through.

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At the end of the day, I've realised we've become strangers to each other. It really hurts to see you act like you just don't give a bloody damn. You're becoming like one of those feelings. I'm not understanding you one bit. I cry for you, you don't even know...i think i'm done wasting these emotions. Anger, bitterness, hate, envy, disgust. Even without a reason to feel like this, when i think of you I do. And it makes me cry. Why, I don't know...but the point is, it makes me cry inside.

Goodbye to you, my trusted friend.