Random Diary Entry #1
listening to: conversations
thinking about: conversations
Dear Me,
How are you?It's been a while.I hope that you're well, and i say this even though i know otherwise.I notice how you're listening to, and thinking about the same thing at one time. That's something we only see once a blue moon, now, isn't it?Why?
Are you very upset?Or is your mind too free of thoughts?I've heard you've been extremely emotional lately.I've heard people are taking you for a ride, and although u know they are, you're still letting them do it.You're letting them take full advantage of you.Why?
I've heard your silence.It's speaking more than it ever has before.I've also heard your voice.It's become too soft for many to hear.I've heard you're hiding things.I've heard your laughter; it's so fake.I've seen your smile,it's also changed.Like you have.You're becoming more and more obscure to me.I can barely recognise you anymore.Your thoughts and actions aren't the same; they've changed with you.Or have they changed because of you?You're so different.I still have a hold of you, but you seem to be slipping away.My grip on you is looser than ever before.Why?
I've noticed you're starting to succumb to almost everything.If i'm losing hold of you, it doesn't mean that you go ahead and lose hold of everything around you.Don't let the world do this to you.Don't let stubborn people do this to you.Don't let innocent children do this to you.Don't let the grass, the birds and the trees do this to you.Don't let your guilt conscience do this to you.Don't let me do this to you.Most of all, don't let yourself do this to you.It's still too early.The world is bad, but it's still not at its worst.Don't let its downfall trigger your own.Don't turn your back on it,just leave it be.Let people be the pompous ones they are.Let them cheat, steal and lie throughout their lives.Let them blackmail.Let them be uncompromising.Let them think dirty thoughts.Let them.Let them.Let them.
Oh, and take care of yourself.
Till you need me again,
*
thinking about: conversations
Dear Me,
How are you?It's been a while.I hope that you're well, and i say this even though i know otherwise.I notice how you're listening to, and thinking about the same thing at one time. That's something we only see once a blue moon, now, isn't it?Why?
Are you very upset?Or is your mind too free of thoughts?I've heard you've been extremely emotional lately.I've heard people are taking you for a ride, and although u know they are, you're still letting them do it.You're letting them take full advantage of you.Why?
I've heard your silence.It's speaking more than it ever has before.I've also heard your voice.It's become too soft for many to hear.I've heard you're hiding things.I've heard your laughter; it's so fake.I've seen your smile,it's also changed.Like you have.You're becoming more and more obscure to me.I can barely recognise you anymore.Your thoughts and actions aren't the same; they've changed with you.Or have they changed because of you?You're so different.I still have a hold of you, but you seem to be slipping away.My grip on you is looser than ever before.Why?
I've noticed you're starting to succumb to almost everything.If i'm losing hold of you, it doesn't mean that you go ahead and lose hold of everything around you.Don't let the world do this to you.Don't let stubborn people do this to you.Don't let innocent children do this to you.Don't let the grass, the birds and the trees do this to you.Don't let your guilt conscience do this to you.Don't let me do this to you.Most of all, don't let yourself do this to you.It's still too early.The world is bad, but it's still not at its worst.Don't let its downfall trigger your own.Don't turn your back on it,just leave it be.Let people be the pompous ones they are.Let them cheat, steal and lie throughout their lives.Let them blackmail.Let them be uncompromising.Let them think dirty thoughts.Let them.Let them.Let them.
Oh, and take care of yourself.
Till you need me again,
*
